litha and sex magichow,in the midsummer's circle hewas pressing his tongue into herflower petal heart peeling out and tracingstars into her skin hopingthe sage would keep onburning, wasted awayinto the cracks of the house;little cottage in the woods thatsighed against the copseand the curlof her fingers against hisbackher pale yellow dress makingwaves against the moonlight,the erotes were good to her that nightbut asked too muchof only bodies they receivedeachascend & de-cline, rose quartz spilling offinto the airand the city, thick& rot withgreed,forgotten
One True LoveYou found me deep in the darknessEven though I didn't want to be foundYou heard me weeping on my kneesAlone in the dark; no one to loveEvery sign pointed to different directionsBut every sign lead to a dead endI couldn't see where I was goingBut the signs made it seem as if I can take any roadEvery one I asked said follow the signsTheir smiles and hunched backs pointed to only darknessAlleys with cheap tricks and liesCities that had so many signs to happinessBrothels, bars, casinos, to even nightclubs This place started to scare meBut I became so attracted to this darknessI wanted to stay longer; maybe something here can mak
Tears of an AngelA crystal tear drop,Blue as sapphire,Beautiful in the light,Of the Moon.This shining jewel,Filled with pain,Of a child's last breath.A pure emotion,In this shimmering object,A gift,Unto the soul.Yet tainted,By greedy thoughts.Wanting to obtain this crystal jewel.Turning it,From it's iridescent Sapphire,To the opaque Tourmaline.It must be cleansed,It must be pure again,Take it to the child,The child of Forever White.The soul will be lost,With no way back.Go cleanse it,And save,This unfortunate soul.
NumbIm numb, there is no rage...Im numb, no pain to cause my tears.Tired of this rollercoaster of affection, when family hugs then stabs me..So tired of hearing, keep the past behind you , move forward..Only to have my past shoved in my face time and again.I AM a good person, with a warm heart...and that heart gets hurt alot...Im numb.. Im tired and I never want to open my eyes to lies of love again.
the way home"we are made of stars" they wrote in my new book he drew one of his nautical stars and I can navigateby the light of stars such as these we are made
On the EdgeThere is a cliff at the edge of the worldStorm clouds gather and the wind howlsWhile I stand, arms stretched wideEmbracingLightning shatters the endless darknessCRACK! splits the cacophonyThunder follows, so loud I can feel itReverberatingWind whips the waves into mad crests belowSalt spray stinging jubilant eyesDolphins leap through the swells, fearlessCelebratingThere is peace amid your careful chaosKnowledge that all things balance in the endFierce joy at being swept up in your arms at lastAccepting
Frustration"My smile is fake today, inside im shaking.My bright eyes dont shine from happiness, they hold back tears of fear and frustration.Im not out walking in the sun to feel it's warmth, Im running away from the pain where I stay.Today is not a good day"
The PainterThe road twists like a river, like a snakeBrings me past trees on the hills that rollThe brushstrokes of a master evidencedIn the absolute care and precision thatThe leaves are dabbled on, pointedLike hands, like hearts.And the farms, fields cleared, plowed,Planted and harvested in good timeThe geometry perfect, yet naturalThe chronology - dare it be said - divineAnd beside, the fields not man madeBut cleared by the artist Himself.Within I see flowers - white points -Scattered randomly, beautifullyLit along with the grass in an expertlyExecuted wash of evening sunset,Now disclosing bending, lovely, toweringTrees, oaks, pine
Praddling Tides Of JudgmentalismHow is it you feel justified to judge meOr to condemn the way I embrace my affectionDo you think you are somehow betterWhile you call my morality into questionAre you such a ridiculous drama queenThat you think that you're perfect and blamelessFor there is none on earth that is pureNone that remains white as snow it's your faithlessnessThat brings to question who we are really meant to beYet you praddle on and onWith eyes that never learn a thingBecause you are set in yourselfAnd see none other in their sufferingArrogance so blind it can strangle the lifeOut of the spirit of nobilitySickening greed so powerfulThat no more is t
barriersadjusting the angle of the laser gunthat points at a caleidoscopic stew so far;essentially, aimingat the moon.so trickle his days.-an alchemist, he devotes himself toalloys,forcing the torrid and the potent to copulate with the torpid, milk-white and the ilk,sparking specks of all the colours of the universe,and more.striking stone against another, theyproliferate,but never do cohereinto a single pattern.a scientist,he despairs over the technicolour platter.-yeshu rides through the groomed, hushed citypicking up prostitutes and cracking peanuts,it is a tendernight and the wind rubs its head against his ca
nothing is the limit i am 5'10 barefooted,and the 5" heels i wearare to make boys likeyouinsecure about women likeme.i only want the clickingof my heels to be like a time bombfor you, signaling the end ofeverything.my lipstick doesn't stain, and my nail polish doesn'tchip, and everything aboutme is made to be perfect.so look over your shoulderand sleep with one eye openbecause on of these days,i will rule the world.
Fear the Darki do not understand why no one helps uswe are hurtingwe are being hurtwe cry out for helpfor mercybut no one comes to our aidthere are so many people who could intervenebut they choose themeslvesinstead of othersour bodies carry our pain like war scarsour tears are shed without evidence that they were ever therewe are always there whether you see us or notwe are always waiting for that one person who willlook at us and finally see usinstead of looking through usor averting their eyesthey pretend we do not existthat were not worth their timeor their helpand i guess we are not worth itwhen so many people look at usand see nothingit's hard to see ourselves in any other lightwe live in the shadowswe see how you treat uswe see the pity and disgust in your eyesbut you do not see the understanding in oursbecause according to you we do not havethe right to be herewe do not even diserve the kick you throw our wayyou think that we are just animalslower than even th
cessation: paradoxcessation: paradoxpsalmic glossolalias frame divinity adriftin every crevice but our caustic consciousfalsifying thoughts.cogitation darkens unseen cosmikaosflames departing every untamed moment,every mind-imprisoned breath, wreathingconsequenceless happening with a fallacyof death:a beginning and conclusion---causal, linear,and shamed---bereft of anthrocentric orderman self-righteouslyproclaimed.we stand now at symphonic gates of sanityunfurled, anarchic christly bellows to makeashes of their world. should reason strike afancied cobweb, echoing necrotic praise, resigndeluded neurons to the timelessly annointedblaze an
Life and DeathLife and death go hand in handOne a lover; one a friendOne will give and one will takeBoth will steal all that you makeOne will beat you ;make you brave The horrors of the common dayOne will try and hold you tight So you'll stop breathing by the nightOne will scowl and carry onTears still come long past dawnOn will try to stay away, Not wanting you to be scared today Both will hurt but both still love Don't be afraid, both shall come
GraceA downpour of rain,Million drops against my skin.All of them to hide my tearsBut each a symbol of my fears.I walk forward,Presenting my face,Completely armored.Hopelessly in chase.Streams of water that never last,Washing off from people gone past.Dirty water,Mixed with tears and blood.From here I run.Forward, towards the sun.But nothing is there,Not a single success.Still, I walk forwardStill presenting my face,Except with undaunted grace.With not a single look backwards.